1 Sep 2022

You and me, You and her, You and many other

I know you never understood my love for you when i tried so hard with all that i got 

Now for reasons unknown to me, i am unable to see you suffer day after day in name of love

Even though it hurts me that i have to listen to your love and her and be anxious whenever i message to you, i still do it because i dint want you to suffer alone

But deep down i know that you will never understand my care for you how much ever i try

Because you stopped seeing me as this person who you can trust or rely on long long ago when you left me for the first time

It's sad that you are getting used by this girl and you can't stop yourself from her, The irony is you used people left right and centre all your life, especially me including so many others who i might not even know

Let me be away and care or love or whatever it is in my head. I hope you find your peace