June 16 2022

Even if i come visit you where ever you are in a month you still won't be able to give me few hours ? We don't have to speak or message everyday . 

I am stubborn too. I don't give up easily. And i don't mind fighting for what I want and most times i get it. I like the challenge and i value it more when I get it after all the struggle. I am same as you are but in different things, I don't know if you know it yet. I just chose to not be so when it comes to people, but you are making me to break that. I am trying really hard not to contact you in any way. Like real hard. I would have gone to Alleppey by now. I can't see you everywhere and feel nothing. U shouldn't have right swiped Chinthu, particularly you shouldn't have replied me when i was doing my angry text before it disappeared. I should be angry at you but i am not, not even a little, i am also not tired of saying this, i miss you. I miss you, you tall human, i am not able to stay away from you, why are you not understanding. When will you hug me that your arms are on my neck and my face in your chest. I want to feel lost in your hugs and I miss them before i even had it for real. I don't want to let go of you in any way. Do you hear any of this Chinthu, do you know how much I miss you. Don't end this, i don't think i will be able to take it. Having me in your life is not gonna slow or hamper anything in yours. I am sorted already, i have worked on myself and i know to take care of me. Let's share this life and try to live with eachother slowly. Meet me Chinthu 🤗