Jan 31 2019

Love..

It feels like I have been sleep walking for a decade, I was so blinded by how I felt because of what I thought was love. Thats what I told myself, constantly for 10 years day after day like a prayer. It was the only thought on mind, it never occurred to me to give a thought about why do I feel the way I feel. How can it be the only thought. I just couldn't feel whatever was present around me.

People, books, bridges, places, trees, dogs, music. I have missed to feel their presence. In the last month, I have started to see everything vividly, i am so present that I ask myself why have I not felt them before. How did I not notice it before , I couldn't bring myself to a why.

How can love make me blind . Isnt love supposed to make you see everything in a brighter light. Why did mine blinded me.