July 15 2022

This one's for me, to remind how not to choose a guy!

I am not a touchy person in general, i am very selective about who i touch,hug and get real close with including my mother. And for some reason i always think i might get breast cancer and i am extremely terrified to check it myself or even from a doctor.

I know my boyfriend,ex boyfriend is not a expert but he touches and played with my breasts all the time, so when i ask him if he could check for any lumps, he told straight to my face that he can't with no explanation whatsoever, i would have understood if he felt scared or uncomfortable doing it. He doesn't even know or ask why I wanted him to check or what would have made me ask. 

Cut to someone i am considering dating is all about getting myself checked for HPV makes it easier for me to may be ask him when i am comfortable or he would probably ask me to get it checked before i even talk about it to him.

When the former said no, i felt bad and still let it go, which i shouldn't have and dumped his ass right away because he turned out to be the most insensitive one can ever be. Ok, thats the story, look for the latter always!