July 11 2022

Mom 

It just hit me that Sai has mentioned to his mom that i am his other mom. When he said to his mother, i was there. I heard it too. I was thinking he was saying about someone else but my friend clarified that he indeed called me as his other mom. We both had a big laugh and we told her husband too the following night after our usual dinner trip back to my home. 

It's been a day or two since then, I was scrolling through my Instagram today and apart from me there is one other familiar face in my page and it is Sai. There was a photo where he would be upside down and he would be looking at me, i love that photo of him. Suddenly it hit me, he actually considers me as his other mom. Though he dint call me mom yet, how wonderful it is be considered mom by a child and him confessing to his mom as well. 

I am not sure if i would have a kid of my own and when he or she would call me mom. But this just hit me hard and i feel overwhelmed and grateful that all the moments including all the fights me and him had over silly things, he still considered me as his other mom. 

As much as life is confusing and fucked up as always, these are few moments which make life worth living and for being who i am for real with people who means something to me.