May 23 2022

Been a happy month 22 April to 22 May 2022

It was a rollercoaster of emotions, big changes in work and generally in life in almost all of the areas.

After a year at home, i moved back to Bangalore by end of April though i really don't have to for work or even love as usual. I came anyway, i am always finicky about having my own place and home, but i dint mind staying in an Airbnb, then in a PG which i never really liked and avoided at all cost. 

Staying here this one month was wonderful, food was great, i slept better most of the days and by end of the month i am waking up early by myself i don't feel pissed or groggy in the mornings and suprise myself by being in really good mood that i feel happy for no reason. 

I got a great job offer, i quit my current job, i went on a date with a great guy who made me feel even better and has asked me out again, my ex who i never thought would understand my love for him had messaged me saying he does now and asked me to forgive him, i was thinking i might spiral and end up speaking to him but i held my ground and sent a message asking him to take care and told him things will always get better for which i have to give myself a pat on the back. All i wanted was to be kind to him when he had fallen even if i cant help or accept him back in anyway into my life anymore. 

And finally we are gonna move into a nice house where I am gonna have a separate room for myself which is great. Life is so good and i am at peace and happy most of the time.

Though i still long for the companionship, love, a dear friend and a partner, i am good by myself so far. And i really want to remember this month and be thankful for what's going on in my life. 

Be kind and be in love ❤️