Mar 12 2022 another one

I miss you C

I miss you,

But i don't want to really miss you,

And certainly not at 4am and cry over that i am not able to deny that I miss you terribly.

It's not like i don't want to remember you at all 

Or miss you again, i would want to, and it's ok to feel so,

But it's not ok to feel it this hard, so overwhelming that i have to fight with myself to stop myself from saying it you.

I miss that i don't get to say that I miss you so much,

I told you once, i remember how beautifully you made me feel for saying that,

I miss that too. I miss you face . I miss your voice. I don't know if i still love you, but i do miss you very much for sure