Jan 7 2022

I feel closer to you though I have no actual reasons on how it is possible..

When I talk to you, i feel the closest, particularly in calls, it's like I am right next to you in your arms and you hugging me..

I am so lost that I am just smiling when you ever you call me, i blabber a lot because i cant really convey my thoughts in a straight sentence, it's too overwhelming such that, later I remember I had a brilliant answer to it and i dint tell you that when you actually asked..

That's why when we met, i just couldn't fathom the idea and need to stay opposite and far from eachother.. i missed you when you were right infront of me talking.. and i dint want to leave you..

Today, I got done with all your posts, words you had written, words you had spoken, pictures you have posted and the recordings of all your videos.. I don't know what I will watch from now, though I still have your songs which i can never get tired of..

We are not talking regularly, i don't know when I will meet you next, but i feel more and more closer to you and happier since I had talked to you for the 2nd time..

Miss you C..