Feb 1 2022

Family

It seems so far away as always..

I know how much it would mean to me but still I have to deal with the current one where I am always a stranger..

Every time I want some help or have a different opinion or want to do something the way I like, i have no one to talk to particularly in my own family

Even a stranger would be able to comfort me but never my family, to them i am a selfish lazy and angry person who they think has no heart and soul 

But i very much do, it's just they don't have the heart to include me and i cry in silence because i don't have the strength to take no from them too