Aug 27 2021

Who are you my mystery man

5.30am

I am not sure how to take this, I am feeling things which I have felt before, years ago and it's with more intensity. I thought I wouldn't feel those unless I have really fallen in love madly.

I can't wait to meet you, even if nothing works out between us, i still want us to meet atleast once. And I have to kiss you. And do everything possible with you.

What's this uncontrollable need for me to see you somehow. I don't know you well, we talked for half an hour two days ago. All that you said are really against what I want in life right now. But, I still messaged you again saying I wanted to talk. And you are making me wait more and more. I dint want to see any of your pictures, the more I see them, the more I hear you sing, everything in me is jolted, it's like I am not myself. I somehow already miss you bad. It's like you are not meant to be without me.

I couldn't talk to anyone anymore. I am not able to be by myself without thinking about you. Why am I so excited, what's that magic you had cast on me. What did you do. You are not even my type of man, but I have already fallen for you. I have my own version of you in my head based on what you said. I am ready to let of my stability again to be with you.

It's like history repeating itself and I don't think I would want to stop even if this is going to hurt me more. But why? It's fine, I don't want to know why , I just want to be with you. Don't waste anymore time. Let's be together D.