June 28 2020

Love you always..

Deep down,

I always knew you would leave me someday..

I always knew you wouldn't be a great father to our unborn children..

I always knew you can never love me back the way I did..

Also,

I always believed you would live with me for few years before all of this happened..

I always believed we would have a child together..

I always believed no matter what happens my love for you will never go away..

But,

I never expected that we will never get to actually live together..

I never expected that we will never have a home together..

I never expected that you will leave me so soon..

Someday, someday when I get to talk to you.. I want to ask you only one thing, will you believe that I really loved you and I always will love you..

Will you believe that I don't have any explanations or reason to feel this way? 

Will you see my love with out any preconceived judgements? 

I wish you believed my love for you..