Nov 6 2019

Astrology, horoscopes, future predictions, I don't think I believe in them. But I did Tarot reading for the first time in my life, bcos I was so desperate to know if you liked me. That I was even ready to ask a complete stranger and tell your name and ask her that if you liked me by picking a random card. 

I did, I really did. There it was, Knights of wands. I was little happy seeing that not knowing what she is gonna say next. She said, that you are not serious, that you are just flirting and asked me to be careful. Then there were 2 other questions which completely shook me and crushed my beliefs. 

I respect all these predictions and have no vendetta against them. But I personally believe in energies, for which I have no proper explanation on. But I believe in them, from what she told and what I saw and how I felt. It was completely opposite. So what would I choose? I trust my instincts. I always have, it may not have worked out all the time, but I choose to believe them. 

I strongly feel that you are much much more than just flirting. May be you won't be serious now, or ever but we did share things which meant more meaningful than I will have with most people. I just wanted to let this out. Because I don't want to take what was told to me today and carry it with me.