Oct 1 2019

Somewhere between my world and my darkness..

Everytime when I remember the way you left me, do you know where I see myself?

I see myself in a darker place, and it's not just a metaphor. Its a place where I have never been before for real..

It's so dark that I feel so petrified to look behind me, not just because of the darkness but because of what i anticipate and what I imagine that might engulf me more..

I see a blurred version of everything and everyone, my whole world upside down in front of me, do you know where I see myself?

I am standing somewhere, far far away, from where I can see my entire world zoomed out. But, this place where I stand, it's a place where I have never been before for real..

It's like I am sucked out of my real world, so I get to stand somewhere, somewhere far from where I can see all of what and who I know, caught between my darkness and my world..