Aug 2 2019

Love, Sex, Closures

Out of all the time we made love, this was the first time i felt like it was not right or something is missing. It was quick too and that was a first for us, but I kept the thoughts to myself. We did it right before he had to leave me and go back to his home, actually he almost left but he came back and started to kiss me, I couldn't say no. It was quick, he had to catch his flight.

And I went till the door to say goodbye, he was reluctant to go. I kissed him on his cheeks and asked him to go as he was not doing any good in staying in Mumbai. It was corroding him inside out.

Now when I think of it after he is gone, I wonder. Did the love already go away, or was it because there was little time or was it meant to happen that way that I don't even miss the sex with him anymore. The last time didnt feel right, may be it was a closure in someway.

But the kisses, I do miss them at times.