Apr 10 2019

My mind.. How do I call it, God? Child? Master? Slave? Trouble maker? Wonder? Or Mystery?

It's time that I understood, all of what i am and who I am and how I am is just built by myself by constantly telling my mind how to think or basically teach how to work based on my thoughts...

People tell us that we should control our mind that we be the master and let it not take control over us. I always wonder who is the one in us that controls our mind? Is it not the mind again who does both? Like good and evil, it has both sides. One who knows what's to be done and what makes sense. Other one is the one who never listens and wander out of boundaries, who eventually lets us in trouble or discovering ourselves in an entirely new light.

Though I want my mind to be all of what I said from God to Mystery, there is only one thing which I would never want to let my mind go through. I don't want it to ponder over negativeness and on too much blind hope. If I see my mind go over that path again, I would make sure I be the master and bring it right back.

Rest all are fun, it has truly let me explore a lot. And it's still a wonder how much I can think and make myself see things differently. And how everytime a new perspective or a more liberated thought could push me to immense joy.

And how can I not mention about self love, that's the best to ever happen in my mind. I like myself so much these days...