Mar 28 2019

Stranger's eyes..

We never talked much, you were my friends boy friend first, then her husband now, we have rarely met..

But you knew about my life and my heart break via my friend, I am not complaining because when I went to my friends house after so many years, you were there too along with your one year old toddler..

I had to talk that day, I just couldn't stop myself, As I was blabbering, I can see myself standing outside of my body and watching me non stop talking with her for hours now, you were there too.. you knew all of it, I dint mind speaking what ever I had inspite of you being still a stranger to me..

What I realised much later after that night was, you dint see me with pity or as a person whom you feel sad for because of what I been through, you were in awe of my doings in name of love, you were excited to ask me "who does this" "I have never seen anyone do this" "you are rare case" "what will you do if he comes back" "how can you still go to work inspite of being this way" "you need help and should go to therapy" all such questions to which I just talked my heart out..

And finally when you gave me a ride back to the airport next morning, you told me that "you are living your life" and waved me good bye.. I felt so good and alive hearing it.. To you my state of mind or state of where I am in life dint seem anywhere near bad or bitter... So i remind myself every now and then that it's not all bad after all...