Mar 19 2019

Just be a part of my past life..

People keep asking me, if you come back to me in a few months or years or a decade later, what would I do.. I do too ask myself that, have asked myself in different phases of my heart break..Though I know in my heart, your ego and superiority of your being will never allow you to come back to my life and ask.. Also it's impossible for me to imagine what you would ask, because I believe you can never do that for real..

Still, I wanted to know how I feel about it. What would I say, will I be able to let you finish what ever you have for me or will I run away the moment I see you ?

Honestly, I never want to meet you or hear your voice again in my life. You have taken so much away from me that I would never want to put myself through it ever again. My mind, heart, body and soul is beyond it's capacity to take any of what your presence has done to my life. Even the good part had so much intensity and vulnerability that I have no strength to be so reckless ever again even for my own self.

Your help would be just by being away as far as possible and never remind me of you for the rest of my life. Because I already have too much of good and bad to deal with. I wish you to be a part of my life which is over for real. I would like to fill rest of my life with different versions of me..