Feb 11 2019

Falling in love..

If we knew why we fall in love and what it would do to us, will we still go ahead and fall in love?

Do we really have the control over when and why we fall in love ? Do we ?

Do any of us really can recall the moment when we fell in love ?

Do we know why we placed the one we love above our own self ? How many of us really know that? Unless, you were left one day and then you realise.. oh shit, how I could have loved him more than myself ?

If you knew you have placed your beloved above you and were unconsciously giving away all the love including the love for yourself, would you still have fallen in love ?

Will we dare to fall in love if we knew all of this?

May be the first time we might have not realised or had any of these thoughts before we fell in love, but I have seen people fall in love all over again after heart breaks, would they still go through the same, or will they be careful enough to give only so much love that you save some for yourself ?

I don't know, would I be able to love someone above me after realizing what love has taken away from me?

I ask myself will I be able to fall in love again? But I know this, I love being in love, that I understand. Rest, it's still a mystery..