Feb 28 2019

Ever again....

My mom told me that my father is in ICU after they met with an accident that night..

I told her to be strong, asked her to call me again when things are little clear..

I cut the call, I started to cry, I felt so bad that I felt like talking to someone..

All I wanted was to call you and cry, I wanted to so badly hear you at that moment..

Then I remembered, I can no longer call you, or even imagine talking to you anymore..

That is when it really hit me, we are really broken off, that it was really over and I can't go running to you when I am not ok, ever again...